bloody mary

i wish i had a huge jug of Jumex Mango Juice from La Fiesta.
late night cravings... they eat away at me. ha!
sometimes i have a hard time being positive when i think about the way that i am here and craig is way the heck over in illinois. but it is okay.
mary Queen of Scots was an amazing woman. Imagine being forced to marry three men for political settlements- only ever loving the first. her second marriage ended in murder, her third marriage ended when she was forced to abdicate the throne to her son James. she then fled to her dreadful cousin Elizabeth in England. There, she was imprisoned for her Catholicism for 19 years, after which her brilliant life was ended at the ripe age of 44. Apparently, there was a time in which she was considered queen of four countries- England, Ireland, Scotland, and France. She was presumed to be beautiful and warm hearted.
the tale includes the bloody end to her life in which her humble head was decapitated off her dainty body, but refused to become fully severed. we all wonder if it actually took 17 hacks to accomplish the task.
she was a poet and musician, yet she failed at political knowledge and public charisma. we sang one of her songs in choir- Think on me
"when i no more behold thee- think on me"
the words were perhaps considered by some to be rather cheesy, yet i see them as being desperate, raw, intriguing, sorrowful, and begging mercy. no one knows at precisely which point in her life she worte them. imprisoned? during husband #3?
the girl in front of me is wearing an overwhelming amount of pink and is watching music videos of Brittany Spears... or someone. eeeeww.
we all misuse time in our separate ways.